No good news...that about sums it up.
No I am not pregnant...thought I was, damn drugs thoroughly had me "feeling it"...it was a cruel, cruel joke. I got over it though, and went for my start of the cycle scan...which revealed a HUGE (37mm) cyst. Freaking LOVELY!!!
So what now? Oh yeah, that's right, I'm on birth control pills to try to shrink the cyst. Do you know how freaking insulting it is to have to be on the pill when the last thing I want anyone near me is any form of birth control???? It's such a bunch of crap.
You name it, it happens to me. It's always something, and I can't catch a freaking break.
That being said, I'm on the pill for another week and a half...then we'll check the cyst. If it's gone, then here we go again with the Clomid. Oh but wait, we're doubling the dose, as if it's possible for me to be even more unpleasant while I'm taking it. There's not enough wine in Texas.
So I'm around...just trying to forget that I ever even wanted a baby, and trying to forget that all of this crap happened to me.
Four years later ...
8 years ago
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I am so sorry to hear that but I am glad to hear from you. I have a bad feeling that I've got some monster cysts growing in me, too, because I still feel so bloated & crampy and my trigger was almost a week ago.
I hate going back on BCP, too. I just have to keep reminding myself that it's the only way to "shut down" my body to fool it into getting rid of the cysts.
I wish I had magic words to make you feel better; just know you're in my prayers. It's so hard to get back up again and again (and again). Have you guys done IUI? Maybe that will be an option for this cycle.
Keep me posted.
I'm so sorry. Hugs to you.
Hope you'r feeling better soon. This whole IF thing is a bitch.
Just wanted to check in to see how you are....was the cyst gone at the last appt?
I hope all is well.
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